A leap of faith a leap of bravery a leap of time.

I am in, outside and beyond the boxed,

I appear and disappear, existing without control.

If I could turn back the time, I don't know if I would..

To erase you?

 no..

Even if it means sad face between smiles.

I hold more understanding then 3D of our existence.

Even when I'm sliced into pieces and hold hostage between the lines of realities, I love you, yesterday, today and tomorrow.

Is there a good news when life's gone wild? yeah...

I Believe in better tomorrow.

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Good Day for everyone

Even though, from minute to minute, even I forget and get angry at the world around me, at the people around me... deep down inside, I come to my senses and understand... not many seen the world the way I did and do see it. It is a miracle in a misery... there is nothing I can change... and realization of that makes me stronger then ever.
Survival of the fittest! I am fit!

This love will never end and will stand out to all abuses and tryouts of time, simply because it is real.

Rain came
It rains from the sky and from my eyes
Let it rain

That energy that travels,
instantly remembering that time,
past, present, future, not important when
What's important that she is traveling,
that energy.

too simple
too complicated
too stupid
too stubborn to believe
you are always on my mind.

So what's your name does not matter

beyond the words and beyond pictures 

as love is the knowing one day one time we are together



I woke up and you entered my thoughts

A silent calling,

 I hear nothing yet I feel a soul lost in a need of lifting

 In my mind a glow in a dark bandaid I apply

Heart beat keeps skipping flooded in sorrow

Blue blood sad

Droplet by droplet red shows mercy

  Out of a ditch and tranquilized

Fantastic!

Time has no stamp here...

Walking the line between dimensions

I am in, outside and beyond the boxed,

I appear and disappear, existing without control.

If I could turn back the time, I don't know if I would..

To erase you?

 no..

Even if it means sad face between smiles.

I hold more understanding then 3D of our existence.

Even when I'm sliced into pieces and hold hostage between the lines of realities, I love you, yesterday, today and tomorrow.

Is there a good news when life's gone wild? yeah...

I Believe in better tomorrow.

I am silent and alone in my realm but I'm always with you in my mind..

it feels like a daydream untouchable but visible..

 and yes ... I can see you..

our ghostly encounters

In the shadow of this world the vision of you I hold
you make my world spin right even if I have no strength to fight
fight to live
as the reason 'what for' dissolves into a  mist of nothingness
just as I am... n o t h i n g . . .  f r o m   t i m e   t o   t i m e

what would you like to know?

I am the witness of this and the other world and I am not in any way able to stop what is happening..
No mutant with special powers in me.. other then a mutant able to travel from here to there..
I a mutant in love and a mutant in sorrow of not being able to stay or go as I wish..
I am.. and that's about it.

Twisted faith, twisted life, twisted beyond understanding of science and realm as we know it..
I am the first visitor, an alien to otherwise uncharted territory.

One day, you'll find a link to my writings and see my love still existing, beyond time line of one life.
Here or there or whenever, I love you, as love does transcend beyond the realm of our eyes.

When the rift of the bottom pit opened
I fell down my sides rough
I fell down my sides rough
rolled in misery of the yolk broken ego
sticky with ill brutality of the neg
I concured with heavens and rain

rain rain rain...
that reminds me of something that was or maybe wasn't
that reminds me of that other world that other somewhere
somewhere there there is a continuum
there is
there must be

for the sake of us

You are not real!
You are the Pinocchio of my imagination

I am waiting for you to speak up and reach out and believe
the day will come when we meet again

All I know is that we are here without any clue why whatsoever
All I know is that..

Life circles around me while I am stand still shadow of a man
You I want You I need You I desire

I BELIEVE!

I feel like I've lost a friend who I abandoned purposely

even though I did not want to and now there it is

another sadness of reality

How awesome life is yet how overwhelming and unbelievably unfair feelings are

There is no explanation to our minds bubbled and separated 

There is no explanation as to what is our purpose in life when God does not measure to his greatness

yet Sun I worship and hold my head low in appreciation

Who cares to translate english into english when my mind has it's own track that plays my single never ending story

I am a poet unrecognized and maybe even untranslatable

I am trying to be positive as this is what I want to leave for you when I'm long gone..

Gone... Such a questionable word.. As I'm never gone really..

Here or there I keep thinking YOU

Unavailable in reality of an eye but embedded in my heart forever..

Should I call you DNA?

:)

I know you'll find me.

It is hard
hard to stop
but the so called impossible
becomes achievable
Suddenly the impossible is achievable.


To stop to start
no difference
both have an impact measurable

Different?
we are?
are we?

...me like dictionary...

Do you have those moments of total clarity? where and when everything make sense?

...

I can hear him

the bird

I can hear him

sometimes I hear the train

whistling

It feels like I'm back there

where fields of golden grain and far away station is

where you live

sometimes I hear her buzzing

it doesn't take me anywhere

I am the King and the Queen and the Freedom Holder

just like the little prairies

beautiful

Eleethan

do you like dictionary?



no need to miss me when you are in my heart forever

I see you I see you I see you

I will think of you, reach you and protect you

I will

any time

anywhere

always

and first of all I will love you forever

knock knock

Daydreaming.

And here I am, seeing You.

What a wonderful life.

Here you are, on the other side, here I am, on the other side, reaching you.

See you at 'you know where'...

Barely visible in the dark of the night

And I don't feel the warmth of the star

I dare not look at the bright light

but I know there's a distant love afar

I am like a fog coming apart

I come and go without my control

but I remember you in my heart

you'll always be a part of my soul...

Which direction am I going?

I don't know..

all I know that I love you.

..There is no end and no beginning

and that is why I'll find you..

I inhale the pages and  I breath-in your touch

Should we meet again

Write for me as each and every word gets me closer and closer and closer

I live for the moments we meet